Two weeks ago, I watched you take your last breath. Two weeks ago, my heart broke, and no matter how much glue I use or how much time passes, it will never mend. When your told, your child has cancer, the thought of life without them is always there, but nothing I mean nothing, touches the feeling of loosing a child. I constantly feel sick to my stomach, I constantly feel my heart being ripped from my chest, I constantly feel angry, sad, and completely broken. I will forever be broken, but I will also be forever thankful. Thankful to be your momma, thankful for four years, thankful for your laugh, your smile, and your troll hair. Ellie, you and your sister are the best gift I was ever given. I promise to make you proud. I miss you more everyday baby girl. Thank you for changing the lives of so many. We are all jealous of heaven. So jealous. Come see me baby girl. Come see me.
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