Life has a lot of moving parts and sharp edges when you live #despitedepression. You ever get an answer but that answer is *not* what you were asking for?
The night before my mother's funeral i fell down stairs and broke a leg and both my ankles. The next day was confusing. I had wanted the pain of losing her to stop, it was unbearable. Just stop this pain. I only wanted relief. I did get something to think about in the here and now though. .
During my mother's funeral i was flooded with opiates and memories of the thousand times mom said she'd give me something to really cry about when i'd been whining. .
Depression is pretty much like that but without the opiates. Because that day, which was a horrible day - excruciating really, that day wasn't the worst i've survived. And there have been worse ones since. .
Also, #depression hurts physically far more than busted bones. #thereisnosnapoutofit and the meds? #tardivedyskinesia and worse. .
Life has more sharp ends than an angry porcupine when you have depression. #ptsdisjustmyspecialsauce #feelalonenotalone #cantfightthisfeelinganymore #whereismyjetpack ..
So, yeah. That happens. If you are suffering trying to wrest your joy and will to live back from depression please know YOU are not alone. You are human and we humans are #sensitive #delicate #resilient #worthy #tenacious beings and we have infinite capacity.
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