One year ago today I posted the picture on the left. I was extremely underweight, very weak after a semester of being too tired and weak to even think about lifting or doing anything other than cardio. I was a girl obsessed with losing weight and being as small as possible. It's one year later and I can't even begin to describe how thankful I am for realizing what I was doing to my body. I was in denial for many many years, until last semester when I finally opened my eyes and my mind enough to see that the picture on the left was absolutely no way to live. One year later, 25 pounds later. (And 1 inch taller 🤗), i can finally say i see a future for myself and it doesn't look so dark and dreary like it did before. Having muscles, having energy, being less afraid of eating to fuel my body, feels really good. I may have some really bad days still, but I'd take a few bad days once in a while over being unhealthy, sick, and weak all the time!
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