I have 3 boys and don't get me wrong I love them to bits and now thinking back I would not even dream of changing them for a little girl.
But few years back before having my three boys, I deeply wished for a baby girl, a lil girl that I could dress, go shopping with, someone I know will call me everyday when I am old, to make sure I am alright, a "mini me". But I couldn't get What I desired, I gave birth to 2 boys and when I was pregnant the 3rd time I was completely obsess that I couldn't sleep at night or do anything during the day. The few times I managed to sleep, I was having nightmares about the baby's gender. I was constantly crying, everyday was a battle , I hated myself to no be able to control my own body. I paid online clairvoyance website to reveal me the sex of the baby, I was spending hours and hours on google to try to find the symptoms of carrying a girl. One day I told my husband I really need to know the sex of the baby, I am going insane so we went privately to have a 3D scan around 8 weeks. And surprisingly when the sex has been revealed, my depression was over. I think I knew deep down I was carrying a boy and now he is 5, and he is the most amazing little boy that I could have wished for.