It's 9:30 AM. I went to bed around 2 AM and woke up with an anxiety attack around 4:30 AM. I kept trying to sleep, but couldn't. Decided to just get out of bed at 7:30 AM because sulking was getting me nowhere and I can always nap later. I have gone 3+ miles with the dogs, some jump rope, and about to do some strength exercises.
Anxiety sucks, deployment depression sucks hard, unemployment is brand new and freaking scary, but moping, whining, and complaining won't do a damn thing.
I am the only one who can change the world I live in so I better get going.