September 22nd 2010 was the day I hit rock bottom, I didn't think I had any reason to keep going and that there was nothing in this life worth sticking around for. Yes I had a daughter , but I felt her life would be better without me in it...that was 6 years ago, in some ways 6 years doesn't seem like very long, but in other ways it feels a lifetime ago.... Life is not easy and I will not lie , I still have plenty of times where I want to just give up and not do anything ..... but then I am reminded of what a dream friend said to me on that day, the thing the kept me from ending it all , she said "STOP IT" and then added shortly after from another dear friend was "Because God loves you and has a plan for your life" ...... if it weren't for these two super ladies in my life at that time, I would not be here....I don't talk to them everyday and haven't seen them in a long while but I am thankful for Amy and Dori for sticking with me all those years ago and giving me the words I needed to keep going ....... So if you are in a dark place, don't give up, there is greater things yet to come and I am living proof of that ..... just 6 short years ago I was Going to take my life , but God had other plans and is now using me to help others in their darkest moment ...... reach out, don't give up, you never know who's life you are about to change for the better ...... I love you all & am thankful for each of you!
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