Hey guys! How are ya? I lost 0.6 kg over night which might be no "real weight" but I'm happy bout it anyways... shows me I've eaten little enough. I'm so proud I didn't purge for 3 days but now people are commenting on my small portions and I hate it. I just feel like a real psycho! I mean I'm 19 years old, studying, living away from my parents BUT I'm still not fucking able to eat properly ! What the hell is wrong with me ?! Everyone around me seems to be normal towards food and so on but I'm such an idiot who can't fix her ed even after 6 years of struggling! Why?? Idk. I can't understand why it's so hard for me to let my ana/mia behaviours behind me ?! I'm such a failure.
QUESTION: is it possible that one of my bodycheck pics got deleted? I'm very sure I didn't delete it but I got that warning kinda thing from instagram "someone's worried...blabla" . Is it possible that it got deleted bc of this warning?
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