Wallahi, I am so far from perfect and nobody is but all this serves as a reminder for myself who is going through multiple trials at the moment and to those who are in similar situation. The best I can do is share what I'm still learning so that perhaps at least one person out there won't feel that he or she is going through tough times alone.
You know we all need to be reminded that everyone has their ordeals, hence we should never feel ashamed for having weak moments. Choose to rise above. Please, never entertain the idea of how 'life would be better if I didn't exist' and the like because it is untrue. You are here now, you might be broken but you matter. You really do, and anyone who says that you don't well ignore them. Allah loves you. Family and friends love you and that should be a good enough reason to wake up and look forward to a better day, a better life 💪🏻. Learning to love Allah, to love your own self is a long journey that has its ups and downs. Be patient, be grateful, it takes time ❤️.