Today I've been recalling my visit with my son, remembering every detail and using those memories as band aids on my heart.
I've never experience the level of anguish, agony, and just raw pain from every area of my life.
I'm choosing to be positive as my symptoms get worse. I just go with grace into my day and choose to move through every moment with love, gratitude and as much humor as I can muster in the insanity that is my life right now.
So, please, I ask those of my connections; friends, acquaintances, family, and "network marketers", to choose to pray for me, send me loving and positive thoughts, good vibes as well as Love and Light.
Because it's really, really difficult to be a single parent that's struggling with an unknown cause for my fatigue, pain, hormonal & emotional imbalances...for years without finding the tubular fibroid in my right breast.
So, I'm releasing all of the negativity associated with my life struggles that people made me feel like were due to irresponsibility, a lack of self-discipline, or a lack of morals in my behavior with my personal life, or a lack of education.
I am delightfully, unashamedly me, and I love and accept myself.
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