If you think I am going to be envious of you
That your aura is stronger than mine
That your path is most rich, most beneficent than mine is
Than please adhere to my callings
"Ooh, big words, what? I'm supposed to be afraid now?"
I am neutralized by your standoffs
Immune to your threatening stature
It is true I do not know how to express myself properly, but through poetry I can do so freely
I am hiding behind my words
Because it is the only way I know of that'll both control my emotions and calm me down
I am wondering....
You are not my enemy
You never were
Aren't going to be ...
I am stumped
What is it you have with me that allows such behavior
And do not suck your teeth, lay back in your seat and tell me you already told me because of course I won't remember
Days pass by me without notice. Even then.