Teddy is Spanky and Nana's son. He thinks he is still a baby. He sleeps like a baby. His mom still grooms him like he's a baby. When he cries he sounds like a little bitch boy baby. I still hold him in my arms like he's a baby. He will always be my big baby.
Teddy is ill. I hold him in my arms looking at him knowing he won't be with us much longer. It kills me.. I won't be able to hold him like this anymore. I won't be able to feel his warm fuzziness. Or see his big puppy eyes staring deep into mine while I hold him still like a baby in my arms. Or feel his gentle kisses on my cheeks. My heart feels full when I squeeze him tight. He sleeps around my head every night my head shares a pillow with him, sleeping with his head on top of mine. He is such a big part of me.
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