"But when his voice sounds dull & shaky,
or his texts are a few words,
or his "I love you" becomes "ily"
I hope you know he is not trying to be rude, he is not trying to be an unsolvable puzzle.
He has just read too much poetry to believe in love of any sort right now.
& when you ask him "what is wrong" & he replies with "nothing" when you know something is very, very wrong.
Do not push. Because he will say "I do not know" & you will think he is lying to you.
but he sometimes does
but his heart must ache & his head must be running a marathon & he doesn't know how to explain it to you because you will not understand how someone so happy could be so sad at times.
But I'm here to tell you
he will push you away.
but please only hold on tighter.
He's too scared to admit he needs you.
& I'm here to say,
stay with him until his breathing is back to normal,
or his texts are sentences.
Do not push him to tell you what is making him sad,
yet read his silences, his pauses.
read them as if they were a book full of his untold words finally given to you, & then help him.
What I'm honestly trying to say,
is fix him broken.
even if he says he's not broken.🌿🌿🌿 Dreamer🔮| Thinker🔎| Lover📣| Warrior🎭
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