My woman crush Wednesday is me. Now, before you rush in and tell me how conceited I am, let me explain.
First, I have no close girl friends. It's really just my husband and I against the world.
Second, a few years ago my self esteem was in the dumps. I hated myself, what I looked like, what I weighed, and who I was. This last year has been FULL of changes. I almost killed myself at least 5 times, I had my reputation completely ruined for the second time in my life, and I lost more people than I've ever lost all at once. I know loss. I have a personal connection with loss that just doesn't seem to go away. But you know what? This year I also got help with my mental illness and although some days are still a struggle, I'm happier and healthier than I've been in a long time. My reputation here is ruined because of nasty rumors but I'm looking forward to the future when we can start over at a new base away from the stumps. I lost many people but I also got married to my best friend.
I am not the same person I was a few years ago. I am not the same person I was at this time last year. I'm becoming more confident and more of who I am meant to be. And so because of that, today I'm showing off this crazy outfit I never would have worn a year ago. Today I'm celebrating how far I've come. Today I'm loving myself unconditionally. Today I am my own #WCW
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