They tell you to wait, figure out your life. Go after your dreams. Kick ass single and young. To never give up your virtue, sanity, loneliness. And I used to believe in these things. Stood by them. Joked with my friends that I would be the last to marry. Last to get involved with anyone. Until I honestly met the one person who pushed me so hard I broke. Saw every single ounce of potential in me. Every flaw, scar, weakness. And decided to make it the best he could. Help me grow. Watch me succeed. Make me happy. Tell me I had it in me to do it. And it wasn’t pretty when I fought the reality of letting someone be my better half. To let them see every thing about me, good and bad.
And I realize at 3 in the morning that sometimes you go through the worst times to get to the best times. You end up right where you were supposed to be all along. That you can still strive to be the best, smash your goals, and succeed with someone right beside you. To sit and think that if my dad was here now, he would like this person. And he would, lol. He would love @skearnely and that’s what makes me sleep at night. Knowing I did it right in the end. That I’m still the little girl who ended up with a good one that her dad would be proud of. That he would approve of. So here’s to you @skearnely for standing by me, making me bubble baths when I don’t feel good, to pushing me through gruesome leg workouts, to loving food as much as me. I love you, and I’m thankful you and I made it out in the end. ❤️ #sorryforthesappypost #blamethewine #ilovethisman