#socialpariah

MOST RECENT

When I nail a great hairstyle, but my social plans fall through and nobody else gets to see it.
#alonewithmyownthoughts
#socialpariah #fridaynightfail
#updo #hair #hairstyles

Just got out of a conference and most everyone was ignoring me. Highly embarrassing and I felt like I was back at school again. My research was like the most worthwhile project there. Most academic research in the social sciences is fucking laughable. I'm actually helping voiceless children. This is me nursing a glass of wine on my lonesome after a very long day and next to no sleep last night #socialpariah #outcast

Stitch is my spirit animal. But for real, I made a play date for kiddo. This means I have to be a big girl and be social with other moms(extremely hard for me bc of anxiety). Not feeling the best mentally today, this has been a tough and very stressful week and I don't want to be social. The things we do for our kids *sigh* I'm not one for social graces, wish me luck. #depression #anxiety #suicidelosssurvivor #idontwanna #socialpariah #antisocial #notoneforsocialgraces #whatdidigetmyselfinto

One of my favorite movies is "Shrek" because he's someone I can relate to. Someone who gets rejected by people without given a chance to prove themselves. #loneliness #rejection #pain #heartache #socialpariah #depression #fml

So when you feel lost and over anxious please understand you are special. Never let yourself down thinking you are not mentally ok. When your consciousness is large and expanded hallucinations and dreams and immediate manifestations become apparent. You lose people you were connected to but never fear you are not alone. Accept you are special #spiritualawakening #socialpariah #earth #consciousness #yoga #yogini #ascension

managed to visit real bodies exhibition while its in Birmingham #socialpariah #realbodies #plastination #macarbre #humansareamazing #death #deathisnottheend

Any quiet nook and cranny I find I'll hang out in for some solace. #mylifeasart #mentalhealth #lonely #aspergers #socialpariah

so we needed a new post box at social pariah and decided on the pin up but managed to squeeze a skull in on the house number thanks to @andycope1969 #pinuptattoo #pinup #vintagepinup #skull #postbox #housenumber #socialpariah

new in etsy store drop dead gorgeous bathroom set. soap dispenser & toothbrush holder with free UK delivery #zombie #apocalypse #dead #horror #horrorfans #horrorbathroom #socialpariah #dropdeadgorgeous #zombiefan #gothsofinstagram

Today we arrived at chant Enchanted Rock Ranch, and we laid on the tailgate of the truck looking up at the sky and smoking a cigarette. Little unidentifiable black birds gliding on the wind and tipping their wings against the forces of gravity to dive like fighter jets in a game of dog. They barrel roll and flip down on us. The wind is warm this time of year in New Mexico. Not like a hot breath. The air is so dry and dusty that my tongue adheres to the roof of my mouth with that layer of slime that once resembled saliva. We are both here because it is the first time in 3 months we don't have to defend our intelligence in the political arena of Academia. But when it's just the two of us, we don't know how to talk to each other. Picking up air under our wings and rolling our bodies in a whirl. This is my last week smoking. I did not buy another pack. I walk around to the driver's side of the truck and dig my finger into the door release button swinging open the rusted iron door. This truck is you: Something on the surface that's old and beat up, but the transmission shifts with ease. The vinyl decals on the side that make up a swanky designs are peeling back into sun brittled curls, but this truck makes a circus of boulders and fallen trees with impressive power. I slide open in the ashtray in the center of the dash and mash my cigarette butt into smolder next to yours.They used to build trucks with an expectation that you would smoke in it. Now, cigarette lighters in cars are just electrical outlets, and smoking in a vehicle is outrageously taboo. This is the only way we know how to be with each other.
#silvercity #socialpariah #taboo #smoking #together #newmexico #owl #library #4runner #smoker #cigarettes #newmexicotrue

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