Sometimes you set a goal and don't achieve it, you can handle it with grace or let it destroy it. I typically try to avoid putting pressure on myself with climbing but I approached "Monster Skank" 13b, wanting to flash it, boy did I get beat down. I was bummed with my performance, it was the first time in a while I was really sad with my climbing. After some reflection I shook it off and flashed "Sound of power" 12c and it made me feel a little better. 2 days later I went into Boulder canyon with no expectation and sent 13a 2nd go and flashed 12d/13a. Climbing is more fun and more productive the less I stress it. I learned that getting beat down is good for the soul. So much thanks to @ladylockoff for capturing the try hard!