triggered by fucking boots... I'm going to be 26 at the end of the month. I can dress myself, I've been doing it since I was 6, I know what I like to wear. don't get me wrong, these boots are cute, I like them, ON OTHER PEOPLE. my "mother-in-law" is #batshitcrazy ; it made her happy that I wore them all day, I did it for her, if I would have worn my taped up converse she would have taken offense, but that's all I wanted all day. I got home, couldn't find my adivan, I had walked around in someone else's shoes, I didn't feel like myself.
530 cals today
570 cals yesterday
fasted for 16 hours today
18 hours yesterday
#frustrated #anxiety #strange #fringedboots #skinny #greentea #thighgap #skinnygirls #size0please #notmyself