I recorded this last year about 2 months after summer.
To be completely honest with you guys, I felt ugly. I didn't feel pretty enough for anyone...including myself at times. There's no blaming anyone or anything, I just wasn't in the right headspace after being in a toxic position/habit throughout the summer.
I remember filming this, crying each time, starting the song over..and looping that for a bit until I got the right video.
People have hard days. I'm not always happy or smiley...I go through days of sadness.
What got me through it was the love towards myself and building that back up. I started taking myself on dates. Yes...I went to the movies by myself. It sounds weird but trust me..it's so therapeutic. I started to buy myself flowers, and physically improve by going to the gym. I treated myself the way I'd want to treat someone else.
It took a long time and it's still a work in progress, but I can tell you I am way more in love with myself than I was before.
You can get through your bad days. So far, you've gotten through 100% of them:) keep it up