Sometimes I misunderstand my own intentions.
And without a doubt.
We still fought.
Its never okay to say what's a thought or even a question.
Accusations upon each stacking into the saddest feelings.
Sometimes feeling grief for another day.
Sometimes wishing to die.
Feels like dying.
Possibly fading away...
But without you by my side.
How could I even hide.
Feeling this internal tragedy. . .
Though we go through the same emotional violence.
With semi defiance.
There isn't a lie.
I wasn't hiding.
But I guess its called gender royalty... You be my judge.
And I'll get over it.
With our a doubt.
I never even pouted.
Just know I scouted.... #dabs #blunts #rhymes #poem #rants #shitisgoingon #cheesecake #noshame #sigh #ceilings #architecture #problemsonmymind