Magnus just nodded barely noticeable. Alec stood up again and helped Magnus:” Come, let´s go to bed.” Alec led Magnus to the bed and they lay down in the position they were before. They enjoyed the warmth and the presence from each other. Gently Alec stroke over Magnus´ arm to calm him down. Now and then Alec gave him a kiss. No one said anything. Alec was concerned and worried what happened there with Magnus but he didn´t wanted to push him too far. The silence doesn’t felt uneasy and they enjoyed it until Magnus´ weak voice broke the silence:” I was so afraid, Alexander…” Alec pressed Magnus a little bit tighter against his body:” I know, Magnus. That-“ “No.” Magnus interrupted him:” I wasn´t afraid that James would take…my warlockmark. I was afraid that the last thing I would see of you would be your painful face when you were in the forest. And I was afraid that you would be alone. I only thought about you and how I would lose you.” Alec turned on his side and Magnus, too so they could see into each other´s eyes. First Alec stroke with his fingers over Magnus´ cheek and then over his neck and wondered down his upper body. When he reached his hip he lay his hand down there:” In the woods…I only felt pain and loneliness. Then we found you and I was happy. But since then the only thing I could think about was the fact that some day when I die you would feel the same things like I did…” Alec held back his tears and smiled lovely at Magnus. He leaned his forehead against Magnus´ and whispered:” I don´t want to think about that another second because the only thing that is important is that you are happy and to enjoy every moment with you no matter if I´m dead or alive. I love you, Magnus. How could I ever be without you and YOU without me? ? No matter in which form you will always sense me. No matter how much you will miss me my heart beats in your chest. And no matter in which life I will always find you. WE will find us .../// REST IN FIRST COMMENT 👇👇👇 .