Orchestrated Tease II - And that is why, when I first met him - I instantly knew he was special. There was an effortless naiveté about him that made me feel fluttery in my stomach. I was really excited to know if he would add to my pristine collection of memories. I curated them carefully, afterall. The first time I saw him, he was squatting on a short wall behind my office, a half-lit joint in hand and his hoodie pulled low over his face. He looked like someone who had things to say, which attracted me instantly. The way he used his almost scrawny hands to gesture out what he was saying to his friends seemed so graceful to me. I wanted to perch on his petite waist and graze my hand down his happy trail. It was awe stricking how much he moved me. We became friends fast, but our relationship blossomed only like a year or so later. All of my close friends had quit the job because of low pay, and most of his friends had gone off home. We had a lot of time to spare on each other, and we did. We met in the morning to take walks around the park, each with a cup of tea and a cigarette in hand. In the evenings, after I'd return from work, he would, without fail, telephone me and we would go out to eat. The nights were more processed, but nonetheless exciting. We graduated from half an hour conversations over the phone to actual late night visits. Sometimes he would come over with half a bottle of alcohol, sometimes it would be two to four thin lines of coke, and sometimes - it would just be smokes and food. I observed him and delighted myself through all of it.
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