What do you feel or Invision while looking at this photo? °°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°° Before taking this, I had a feeling of no limits. Because at the time or even the moment to be specific I felt limited to what I could do. Being a mama & on a self-love journey there has been many restrictions. Whether it was because of a tantrum, or self-doubt I wasn't able to do what I wanted to do. At least thats what I convinced myself. Back to the photo, I walked to that spot I stood at and saw what the universe wanted me to see. There's a road and I'm on the road because I have a destination. That road had grown before my eyes but once it stopped and made a curve so did I. I couldn't see where it was going so I pulled over and scratched my head. "What now"? I'm unsure about what I need to do because I wanted to see it before my eyes, and have the big picture always in front of me. The fear kicked in and because I couldn't see what was ahead I wanted to turn back because I didn't want to take a chance. I've taken many chances without seeing what was ahead and that led me on the path I'm on now. But... Where would I have been if I had turned around before and stayed where I could see everything? Nothing would have changed. So that sign showed me to take a rest and gathering my thoughts and the road called me to keep driving. The universe whispered to me that even if you're afraid you have to keep going because you want to end up in your destination. Sometimes we have to do things we've never done before like get out the car and walk around or drive around that curve because no curve is the same so you must go. What's around the corner will be shown to you but first, turn that corner😊

Transformation Tuesday! My top surgery was 2 years and a month ago, just wanted to show a little chest to chest comparison. One the left 1 week post op, I wasn't really eating at the time. I was basically starving myself during my recovery bc I was in bed basically all day and was scared id get "fat" so I was low key starting to get a little malnourished. Once I was recovered I'd go through phases where I'd eat whatever I wanted gain a bunch of weight, try loosing it again in a unhealthy way, then go back to eating whatever I wanted. Last year 2017 I just didn't care for anything anymore I got to my heaviest ive ever been and since then have been trying my hardest to loose it the healthy way. No doubt I still have no self control sometimes, but I've been better at holding myself accountable and working on not beating myself up over the little things or whenever I mess up. I'm still on this journey of self love. Every day I'm learning new things about myself that I love, and every day I learn what's good for me physically and emotionally.
Do whatever you can to start this journey, because self love is a beautiful thing and you are worth loving.💕
Thank you for reading.🙂

Thought I’d do a #transformationtuesday since I haven’t done one in awhile! I’m all about being honest so, I have gained some weight from my last #transformationtuesday pictures. Like other people, sometimes shit happens and you fall of the boat. It’s been a pretty hard few months for me mentally so I’ve been trying to focus on putting me first, even if it means gaining a few pounds back from my lowest weight. .
#mentalhealth is a touchy subject for me because I always saw it as a weakness. Slowly learning I’m worth more than what I think of myself and self care is now part of my daily routine! .
Please don’t ignore what your body needs in order to lose weight. Sometimes you are harming yourself more than those few extra pounds are worth. 🤷🏽‍♀️ if you don’t feel like going to the gym because you’re having a rough anxiety day, try going for a walk around the neighbourhood. Fresh air and nature can help so much it’s insane! Focus on what and how your body feels, not the numbers you see on the scale. .
I’m on this weight loss journey for my health, not just physically but also mentally. Never give up on yourself. Whatever it is, you can do it, i #believeinyou ❤️ .
#feltinspiredtoday #onlywaytogoisup #believeinyourself #breakthestigma #selfcare #plussizefitness #tigerstripes #workingonmeforme #effyourbodystandards #lovethejourney #selflovejourney #weightlossjourney #weightlosscommunity #weightlosssupport #fitnessjourney #fitnessmotivation #weightloss #weightlossgoals #weightlossdiary #weightlossmotivation #weightlossstory #beforeandduringweightloss #beforeandduring #loveyourself

“There is no better feeling than finishing a really brutal workout.” 😼🙌🏽 #amen - I’ve been doing really good on the eating part, lets hope I can keep it going. On another note I did a quick Hiit workout and damn was that intense, the best part is how good I’ve gotten at the box jumps squats 🙌🏽. I remember when doing one was the end of the world 😂 .
#determination #grindmode #hardworkpaysoffs #farfromperfect
#fitnessjourney #killedmyworkout #noexcuses #nodaysoff #goalgetter #believeinyourself #stressrelief #workoutselfie #momswhoworkout #momoftwo #itsaneverydaything #bodybuilding #workingonabetterme #selflovejourney #weightloss #fitnessmotivation #sweatyourassoff #workoutmotivation #fitmom #fitnessaddict #latenightsesh #sweatyselfie #hiitworkout #stayfocused #transformationtuesday

success is the progressive realization of a worthy goal or ideal - earl nightingale ✨ i sit here in front of you eating a bowl of cereal. there was a time i would judge myself and try to add guilt to food instead of just enjoying the hell out of my bowl of cereal. #FollowOurPassionStyle #EatingDisorderRecovery #EDWarrior #ProgressIsSuccess #MondayMotivation

When @s_longstreet comes over and acts as your personal Jonathan, giving you that fresh blow out and making sure you follow post-surgical shoulder precautions. 💁🏼‍♀️
Post-op day 4 and feeling pretty sore from where my surgeon had to scrape/cauterize the capsules but otherwise doing well. So far things that have improved: energy/brain fog, gingivitis (so wild- but it makes sense since it’s inflammation leaving the body), tension in my muscles, and I haven’t had a migraine since surgery. 🤞 It seems my gut is going to be more stubborn as I had a pelvic/urinary flare-up yesterday, but I’m tying to trust the process and be patient with my body. Hopefully I will get these stupid drains out tomorrow so then I can at least do a little walking!
Other feats: MINDSET SHIFTS. I was terrified to see my post-surgical boobs because they can be pretty deformed at first. After getting my implants I broke down and remember thinking, “did I make a mistake? Do they look okay? Should I have gone bigger?” This time I just tore off the band-aid (literally and figuratively) and thought, “hey- not bad!!” 😂 They’re certainly not perfect and they’ll take some time to fill in but they’re natural and they’re MINE. I’m sure the emotions will come, but as of now, I’m just thankful about the prospect of getting my health and range of motion back and being able to return to all my former hobbies without restrictions. 🧘🏻‍♀️🙌🏻

1. September 2016 when I was starving myself every day, and in an abusive relationship.
2. September 2018, eating healthily and in a happy, healthy relationship with both my fiance and myself.
Time heals.

#transformationtuesday #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #healthyweightgain #loveyourself #selflovejourney

Just in case you forgot.. you are an incredible human being...don’t let anyone ever take that from you!

Bare with me and all my cruise pics pls 🙏.... DAY 2 was a day at sea (no islands visited) and “elegant night.” We had fun getting dressed up and got a little goofy posing for pics. I also had an amazing dessert while the sun set was visible from our dining table. *
Important to note about this day is that last time we cruised, I kind of dreaded elegant night. I special ordered a dress online that I liked but I still didn’t feel comfortable in (the black dress from my transformation Tuesday post). This time around, I felt fun, flirty, and confident in my dress.... well until my short flowy dress caught a bit of wind on the Lido deck and I pulled a Marylin Monroe 🤣. *
But in all seriousness, it’s times like this that I really see how far I’ve come in how I FEEL and THINK about myself. Obviously, losing weight has helped in that but I truly believe that I should have felt this same way before. Anyone is worthy enough to get dressed up, feel pretty, and have a good time. No matter what size they are.
#weightloss #weightlossjourney #weightlosssupport #weightlosscommunity #workforchange #weightlossgoals #mogetsmofit #journey #selflovejourney #selflove #selfcare #bopo #bodylove #lovethejourney #balance #bodypositive #beyourself #instafashion #plussizefashion #plussize #plussizefitness #effyourbeautystandards #selfesteem #mentalgrowth #fashion #style

Hi to all my new friends! 👋🏻
I see a lot of new faces here and thought I would take a second to introduce myself! So here is a little “Get to know me” aka jumble of random things 🤸🏻‍♀️
•My name is Taryn and I am super addicted to coffee, makeup, shopping and dry shampoo. Not necessarily in that order.
•I am what I call a self hate survivor and have been in recovery for almost 2 years now. Some days are still a struggle but I have come a long way.
•Accessories, bags, purses and shoes are my favorite items to shop for... because they mostly always fit even if I gain or lose 10 lbs 😂
• I “try” to follow a ketogenic lifestyle because it makes me feel good.
•I am a momma to an adorable #threenager Lucas, wife to AJ and we have 3 cats, a pup (Rudy) and a fish.
•I love football and am a #detroitlionsfan basically, I am a glutton for punishment.
•I started my own business almost two years ago and it has helped make me into the best version of myself.🙌🏻
•I get to empower women with self care and help them feel confident and beautiful everyday. I was one of the women who never felt that way so I love being able to give that gift to others.
•See that stack of rings on my finger? I earned those from my business. For leading a team of 220 babes that are helping women and killing it!
•I have taught myself how to do makeup. Two years ago I barely wore any. 😬 I hated the mess and having to reapply.
•I am terrified of sidewalk grates and clowns... for obvious reasons.
•it is impossible for me to pass a fluffy animal and not want to pet it. 🤗
• I wanna be #joannagaines when I grow up but with a lot less children. 😂
Okay that’s it for now, if you read this far you get a high five and 2 gold stars! ⭐️ lol!
I love making new friends and am totally open to collaborating with some like minded peeps!
Please, reach out say Hi! 🤗
Face: color correcting tinted moisturizer (medium)
Cheeks: chocolate cherry blush and she’ll glitter
Lips: first love, goddess and praline rose LipSense w/ matte gloss
Eyes: snow, candlelight, shell glitter and onyx shadowsense. Black Lashsense mascara.

Best recipe yet!!😍 The mushrooms come out crispy and the sauce was sweet and thick. To make the mushrooms after you slice, toss them in cornstarch and then fry in oil until brown. Tgen make the sauce toss it together, put on rice add broccoli or whatever you want so good!! This recipe is a keeper I will be making this again🌱😊
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I am finally able to officially release my coaching packages! OMG!! I can't even explain how much this makes my heart excited!
You might be wondering who the hell I am and what am I even talking about. If you are new to my page. I just want to say welcome. My name is Emily Turner and I am a Life and Divorce/Breakup Coach. I help women in their 20's walk through the unknown post breakup/divorce. So they are able to rebuild even stronger than before.
For the woman who is struggling after a break up/ separation, who feels like she is drowning but can't tell anyone.
For the woman who wants so bad to break out of this place but feels so ashamed and guilty of the end of this relationship that she doesn't know what next.
To the woman who can't seem to find the damn door right now because she is still trying to close the other one but it keeps opening up.
To the woman who wonders how she is meant to move forward when all her plans feel like they are gone.
To the woman who is wondering why this happening and feels such a deep pain in her heart but feels guilt because she is relieved of the end.
This is for you beautiful, the woman who is reading this and wondering what now, how do i rebuild, this place was not in my plans. Who wants to shut her heart forever. Please don't.
If you are feeling ready to do something to move forward. If you are ready to start looking towards life after this and what it looks like then this is for you!
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I have 3 spots open right now! Book a consult and see if we are a soul to soul fit to do this together. Girl I want the best for you as you move forward. I hold space in this time for you as you heal and rebuild on your terms.
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Week 4 day 1 of #liift4 done✔ and after this workout I had to add some extra stretching because I need it!! I also tried a sample of vanilla vegan shakeology and oh man😍 It is so good I think I might have to order some.🌱😀 #beachbodyondemand #veggiesmost #weightlossstruggle #workoutoftheday #weightloss #myweightlossjourney #vegan #plantbased #fatlossjourney #loseweight #loseweightjourney #healthyeating #fatlossjourney #fatloss #motivation #accountability #selflovejourney #weightlosstransformation #fitnessgoals

My ex didn't priortise me, my ex didn't show me how much he loved me, my ex made me feel neglected etc. .

Trust me babe I feel you. .

I use to want more then anything else for my ex to show me and the world how much he loved me. .

Does he not love me enough to want to marry me? .

Why won't he priortise me over his friends etc .

He still loves girls attention does that mean I'm not good enough. .

Any of those hitting home for you? Those were real thoughts of mine. .

Well the truth is I needed something from him and he wasn't meeting my needs and it was the same for you. .

All those things are just thoughts and fear and having anxiety out of having no control. .

The thing is you are currently needing your partners to make you feel safe and secure. .

You are needing your partners to validate that you are worthy, you are loved. .

You are putting all your power on to your partners and as long as you do that every relationship will turn out the same. #sorrynotsorry. .

Work out how you are wanting to feel in relationships, what you need and give it yourself first and then you attract relationships where everyone of your needs are met.

In everyone’s life, at some time, our inner fire goes out. It is then burst into flame by an encounter with another human being. We should all be thankful for those people who rekindle that inner spirit. - Albert Schweitzer
I was there. My flame was out. I knew I needed something, I just wasn’t sure what 🙍‍♀️.
That’s when it happened. I found my groove, my passion, my tribe, and 💥 bam 💥 I was on fire!
#truth ? I had no clue what I was in store for. I thought it was just a simple at-home fitness program, and just some superfood shake to help me with my energy. Wow, was it so...much...more 🙌
Three years later, I’m healthier than I’ve ever been at 49, reaching goals I never thought I could reach, going places I never dreamed I’d go to, meeting people I never would have met, and helping people find true health and wellness within themselves...every single day 👭
My spirit was rekindled three years ago, and I’m still on fire y’all 🔥😍! And I want to rekindle YOUR spirit too! Sound interesting? You’re right! It is! If this sounds familiar, are you ready to rekindle that old flame within you? Drop a ❤️ below or message me so we can connect 🙋‍♀️

#traderjoes grocery haul today. Some new finds that I love now include the brown rice that goes in the freezer, the curry salad is soo good and the figs right now are just perfect.🌱😀 #traderjoesvegan #veggiesmost #weightlossstruggle #groceryhaul #weightloss #myweightlossjourney #vegan #plantbased #fatlossjourney #loseweight #loseweightjourney #healthyeating #fatlossjourney #fatloss #motivation #accountability #selflovejourney #weightlosstransformation #fitnessgoals

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