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LAST PRESENTATION ❁
Messy hair, don't care. Holy shit we are finally done with all the projects for this Semester and this year RAAAAAWR!! 😭😭 Thank God our Effective Writing project already passed the plagiarism test thing yesterday so we can submit early WOOHOO 🙏🏻🙏🏻 And today, marks the day of the last presentation and group project for Year 1 lolsie. Didn't end very well though!!!! Hmph

Grr 🚨🚨 RANT COMING THROUGH 🚨🚨 okay so right today's presentation was for a module BSA that we learn bloody access and excel. How fun. That's not the point but anyway, I have this very nice teacher who always gives me my attendance although I don't come and come terribly late (attend 20 mins for a 3 hours lesson zaikia). 😂😂🔪🔪 but today, he seems to be an ass. OH GOD. He accused us for doing last minute work and so our work is sloppy blablabla. He said we NO EFFORT!!! I REPEAT HE SAY NO EFFORT OMG SEPAK HIS BIN AHHHHHH!! 😤😤 I cannot take it when people ACCUSE me for not puttin in effort. Oh golly. 😡😡 Did I mention that he is half the time unsure of what he is teaching?? LOOOOL 🌚🌚 oops.

Ok say we no effort nvm. I FORGIVE. I NICE. I NOT TRIGGERED. 🙃🙃 but then he added on and kept repeating "I know lah you 2 did well for ICA 2, can pass this module already so ICA 3 don't really care, no effort." TILTED TILTED!!!!! 😵😵💣💣 excuse me, don't tell me "I KNOW" because you clearly don't know, sir. Now you're saying we no effort because you THINK that we think we pass this module already so dgaf??!!! 😟😟 OMG cher your mentality gtg!!!! 😫😫 Yes we have 2 top scorers in the same group but I hate it that he thinks that way and pin point every single thing we do because he probably expects better from us?? 🙄🙄 he say us because we dh a THE END slide at the end. HAHAHAHAH. OK quite funny. Rant over, I'm not angry anymore. 😂😂 HEHE.

Thank god at least my group was a good one. 🤗🤗 Learning Well Ltd consists of cutie Darren didi, successful Jonathan and me. 😎😎 This group is a funny combination to me ah. But yay we worked well together. HOORAY. 🎉🎉 We are finally done biaaatches! K end class. End of my EFFORTLESS caption. #selfhurt #imfine #ouch #dulan

Always. For everyone. Sometimes it made me weak. Sometimes it helped me survive. At the end of the road I don't know if I asked to much of myself. Have I spent to much time on people? I have been broken so many times but I am still here so I guess it is all worth it. And even if it took everything to make soms people happy or te be sure my loved ones are save, I would to it.
Some find this stupid.
Some find this brave.
Honestly, I don't know.
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I feel so left behind. Everyone around me is getting better and becoming happy or is already happy and I'm still so so so sad and stuck in the fucking mud. Why am I like this??? Fuck my life guys. I'm so alone rn 😰. #selfhurt #sad #depressed

Being mean = self hurting
#selfhurt #ouch

Stop self hate and you will see love like you've never seen it before. 💯 In less than 3 months it will be one whole year without hurting myself. Took me 13 years to quit mutilating the fuck out of my entire body. I still feel the glass, the knives, the razor blades ..the thoughts that made me do it to begin with, when I'm really sad.. but I'm finding healthier ways to deal with my stresses. I turn all that negative into positive n I move the fuck on. N im proud. I just wanna say, to you all...as fucked up as you think you are n u might very well be.. All flaws included, you are beautiful to me. 💗 You don't have to cut to be hurting yourself...you could have substance abuse problems..relationship problems..anger problems..ptsd..or just down right depression.. My advice...admit it, get therapy and LOVE YOURSELF. YOU ARE ENOUGH. NOBODY MATTERS MORE THAN YOU. 💟 BE YOUR OWN BEST FRIEND. http://www.mentalhealthamerica.net/finding-helphttps://suicidepreventionlifeline.org 24 hour hot line. (800)-273-8225 📞 #mentalillness #mentalhealth #mentaldisorder #suicide #suicideprevention #suicideawareness #ptsd #selfhurt #hurt #anger #sadness #tears #guilt #hate #selfhate #emo #selflove #scars #blood #gore #loveyourself #explicit #youarebeautiful #youarenotalone #positivethinking #youareworthy #onelife #mutilation #therapy #staymedicated

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Always. For everyone. Sometimes it made me weak. Sometimes it helped me survive. At the end of the road I don't know if I asked to much of myself. Have I spent to much time on people? I have been broken so many times but I am still here so I guess it is all worth it. And even if it took everything to make soms people happy or te be sure my loved ones are save, I would to it.
Some find this stupid.
Some find this brave.
Honestly, I don't know.
#depressedquotes #depressedpoems #depression #depressed #emo #emotional #love #selfharm #selfhurt #sad #sadness #sadquote #sadquotes #sadlovequotes #depressedart

I hate everything right now. I'm currently hoping that my mom don't make me eat anything else tonight. I've been doing so good with not eating, I am not going to let anyone ruin this. I need to lose more weight. I can take it... 😭
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[10:57pm]
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Hey Guys
Tag heute is nich so geil gewesen. Gerade kurz vor svv. Muss stark bleiben. Will nmd mehr enttäuschen. Bin einfach eine Missgeburt.
Tut mir leid.
Wirklich.
Hätte heute eig lernen müssen.
Nja idfc...
Ok doch eig schon, aber im Moment krieg ich ja eh rein gar nichts auf die Reihe. Also was solls... Bin ja eh nur ich. -Ich wünschte es würde mich einfach nicht interessieren wen ich mit meinen Handlungen enttäusche oder traurig oder wütend mache.
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So, I just got off the phone with my mum. We were talking about me having a therapist. I've had one in the past and all I did was sit there in silence. Sometimes I talked but I got really suicidal when I did. I absolutely don't want to do that shit all over again. 😞🔫
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