I just feel so alone, like I need to be in thag someone special embrace. But how I'm going to be there if I'm not thin enough. If I'm not beautiful enough, I'm just the ugly fat girl that no one wants to do a thing with.
When I'm feeling depressed and i only have the thin blanket, even if I want someone by my side, who is going to be? The answer is no one, cause no one wants someone like me.
Someone that smoke her lungs over, that is quiet, that is depressed, that she is only thinking of when she is going to be over all of that. Cause she doesn't want to be any longer.
And that "she" is instead an "I". Cause it's just me, no one's business.
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