#selfharmmm

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I’m tired of never being enough for you to look at. I’m over your lies and all the shit you say and do. I’m over it. I just want to cut already! #selfharmmm #imtrying #ineedablade #ithurts #anxiety #itsokaynottobeokay #selfharm I feel so alone right now. I get that you’re a man& need what you need but this sucks.

You maybe thinking why is this picture here? This picture is of my idol! She struggled so much with mental illness and anorexia and now she is here! She’s two raw women’s champ and two time SD women’s champ first to hold both and now second Ms #MITB she really deserved this. I’m more than proud of her. And I know this can be me. I was extremely happy when she won than it all came crashing with life. I wanted hurt myself and go backwards. Alexa wants me to keep working and I need to want that too and I realized I do! I can’t let them hold me down. If I’m alone and I mean alone that’s okay because I want to be successful like my idol @alexa_bliss_wwe_ major negativity will never more you forward. Am I still shaking and upset rn yes but my idol is me in the next 10 years. All this horribleness will go away! Your family is not always good for in fact they can be toxic. I have to stay fearless and blissful #womenswrestling #youareloved #stayfearless #motivation #anxiety #anorexia #alexabliss #anorexiarecovery #iamenough #moneyinthebank #myidol #igotthis #fuckana #fuckdepression #fucktherest #selfharmmm #ptsdrecovery #briefcase

I’m tired of feeling like this. I want to be better. I think it’s time to come clean to my therapist, that I started cutting again and that I’m really struggling. And if I have to go inpatient then so be it. I just don’t want to feel like this anymore. And honestly I’m just afraid of what I’ll do if I don’t get help. I don’t know exactly when my next appointment is but hopefully I can hold out until then and I’ll tell her everything that’s going on. Maybe this will just help me actually recover. #selfharmmm #mentalillness #inpatient #sh #depression #anxiety #anxious #depressed #hospital #mentalhospital #therapy #done #tired

✖️🦋✖️ ~ & my heart has developed a kind of amnesia, where it remembers everything but itself. ~ #SabrinaBenaim
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