|| do I make you uncomfortable? Good. || I am aware of the negativity brought on by my ass, boobs or anything anyone deems inappropriate or can sexualize being exposed on the internet.
But I'm not apologizing for it. please understand, I know what it's like to be sexualized, judged, talked down to, and told what I can and can't do.
I'm very well aware of what I'm doing. But trust me when I say, I'm not doing it for you.
No one but myself gets to decide my worthiness- by my looks, my age, my size, the clothes I wear ( or don't wear), how I live or love or speak or act or literally do ANYTHING.
If me expressing myself how I please makes you uncomfortable- I'm sorry. But, not really.
Because I'm not ashamed of my body. Im not soliciting praise or judgement or happiness from anyone other than myself. I still live my life the same way day after day, despite your opinions and thoughts. I used to hide myself away for so many reasons, out of fear of judgement mostly. Worrying people would think me too much of something that makes them uncomfortable. But I am done apologizing for evolving past peoples comfort zone. Do you know how many bigger problems there are than girls comparison hate judging others, men sexualizing strangers on the internet, telling people they're more or less worthy based on what they wear or what they believe In?
I'm worthy when I'm in my Sunday best and I'm worthy when my ass is out. I'm worthy when I am saying something you agree with and when I'm speaking against your truth. I'm worthy when I'm big and I'm worthy when I'm small. I'm worthy when I have no followers and when I have more than in my hometown.
So if I make you uncomfortable, cool. If you are down with free expression, women being comfortable in their own skin, awesome. If you disagree, I still have respect for you. If you love me- I love you too. If you hate me, I still love you Boo.
Because this woman, no matter what, knows her worth. It took a really long time to find it. And I am just not going to allow anyone to take that away.