I'm not smart, maybe I am the dumbest. I'm not strong, maybe I am the weakest. By thinking that way, I have something to fight for, everyday, every single day. And in the end maybe I still be the same dumb and weak but I'm still fighting.
This world is scary, I've been scared for the whole of my life. I'm afraid of pain, I'm afraid of failure, I'm afraid of people, and I'm afraid of myself. But I fight against all of it, everyday.
Fighting is not something I do when I have good mood, fighting is my daily activity.
Maybe I'm not he happiest person you ever see, but here I am, grinding, hustling, fighting everyday. Even if I have to break down everyday, so be it. Some lessons learned in the worst way.
I only have my guts to believe in, it's okay and it's enough. I don't need anyone's approval for it. And in the end, I fight my own self, I fight against myself.
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