The bad news 😞
Do you guys remember that test I went to take about a month ago on a Saturday morning?
I just got back my results today and they were pretty bad...
I took this exam last year and out of 1600, I got 1340, which isn't bad since I hadn't done any preparation prior
But when I took the exam again in hopes of getting a better score... I got a 1280... I dropped 60 points from my first score...
Idk guys important numbers like these that kind of define you are just really hard to overlook
Looking at results like this make me feel like I'm stupid and a disappointment to my family, and I know you shouldn't let numbers define you, but it's just so hard... 😔
I hear others complaining about how they're so close to getting perfect scores it's upsetting them and it's like, I haven't even broken 1400 please don't complain
This is one of those numbers that really define you too, IT'S FOR COLLEGE OKAY and now I'm scared that I'm going to be rejected from every place I apply to because of this test score 😭😭😭
These sort of things make me feel like I'm not good enough and that's a really bad feeling to have especially right now 😞😞