Basically in the nightmare, me and my friends, along with my boyfriend @lunarmizaru hung out with @bigbaldhead and @spflanery . However things didnt go well, with all 3 of them telling me that they hated me and didnt even like being around me. Then what woke me up was @eviemaemonroe screaming because she found me hanging myself in the nightmare.
I know that none of them hate me. Norman amd Sean are such sweethearts and my boyfriend loves me to death. So why are my fears and suicidal thoughts making my nightmares worse? My chest hurts from this and now im getting scared to sleep because almost all the time i am having nightmares, mainly about death. But this is twice this year that ive had a nightmare where people i look up to, who inspire me amd have good hearts, all say they hate me.
Someone please tell me what this nightmare means because idk if I'll be able to go to sleep again.
#nightmares #bigbaldhead #normanreedus #spflanery #seanpatrickflanery #boyfriend #lunarmizaru #suicide #suicidalthoughts #dreammeanings #scared #fear #sleep