so this pictures was taken half a year ago and never made it into my feed. half a year... six months! that's a hell lotta time. meanwhile i've quit my job, started studying, found new friends, learned new things. today i was at the christmas party of my old workplace. it was amazing to see some of my former colleagues, to talk to my ex boss without the bitter taste in my mouth like i had back when i felt like he won't ever value what i do for him. and everyone said the same: "we miss you". which is lovely. and i'm humbled. yes, i miss you too. yes, i miss the opera and i miss being a part of something that big. i miss making fun with my colleagues and the atmosphere of the stage.
but in the end i feel like i don't miss all of this enough to make me regret my decision. this year i can see 80% of my family on ELEVEN DAYS of Christmas. not THREE. eleven days!! with nearly all of my family! i'm so blessed. i'm so thankful. i've made the right decision - even though i don't know where this'll end in i'm heading the right way. i hope you're thankful for something that makes your Christmas too? 🙏