Chest pounding but numb all at once.
Tears trying to fall but stuck somewhere in between overwhelming sadness and an undying love.
Confusion and anger mixed with immense gratitude.
Racing to collect all of my memories of you.... just in case there is any chance that my mind would allow itself to forget.
An emotional pain so strong that it physically hurts.
Guilt from going on without you but not wanting to.
Life standing still yet speeding up at the exact same time
❤ these are the feelings of my heart missing you.
Grief is powerful. You can't escape it 🌊 all you can do is take it one day at a time... ride the waves as they come. And, hope the force of them becomes a little more gentle over time.