Growing up I experienced really heavy waves of bullying. I got judged, hurt, and offended starting from what I had to what I looked like. Everything you can imagine I heard it! I was too fat, too short, too big nosed, later on too thin, too spoiled, too Americanized, too European, too skinny, too old, too young, too classy, too hood, too blonde, too bland, too whatever. I cried myself to sleep plenty of nights asking myself what I did wrong to deserve those harsh words. At the time I made the conscious decision to cultivate my brain and education, and to wipe my tears while banking great grades, and academic accolades. In the mean time my looks caught up to me, and they came with pain and sacrifice. After going through all that, now I know that it wasn't worth it. I don't want to be nice to look at as it seems that it's only limited to sex, and a flash flood of dick pics. No! I don't need that, I need to be heard not bodily desired. I want to sit across a table from a man and talk about our inner demons and our plans for the future, and even crazy desires to get far in life. I don't want to work for anybody but myself. I don't want to assist I want to be the CEO. And guess what?!? There hasn't been one thing in my 27 years of life that I haven't dreamt about and haven't achieved, with no help but myself. Because only a person who has experienced the most rotten comments, and hurt can bring the light the world needs.
In life the secret is to cultivate the right demons. Because superficiality is temporary and so disposable, there's always going to be somebody prettier, taller, skinnier. A smart head can take you to infinite places, a sexy body has an expiration date ;). (Disclaimer) I'm writing this not because I'm asking for pity or some sort of reaction, I don't need it, for real 😳 I'm strong like a bull (in Russian accent). I'm writing this because I'm tired of what we promote and how rotten and fake we are as a society. Can we stop it and wake up? Such sad sad little girls. .
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