So last night I was watching a lot of episodes of How I Met Your Mother with my roommate. One of the episodes was one of my favorites called "As Fast As She Can" and it's one of my favorites for not just being a great, fun episode but for what Stella says to Ted in the end. It's something that has always stayed with me and something I constantly need to remind myself of. I'm 21 & I've been single my entire life. I've only kissed 5 guys and all of those times were under bad circumstances. Recently, I've been in a small depression, mainly because I just got back from the best summer of my life, the happiest I've ever been to pretty much nothing. My friends just don't seem to care like my friends back in NYC did. The guy that I was falling for who may or my not have been interested in me but still became my best friend & one of my favorite people is across the country at his school and we haven't talked in a while. I'm about to graduate in December and while I love my school & all the opportunities it has given me, I don't really feel like I had a big college experience. I'm also just bored and alone a majority of the time and I'm over it. I see my friends with their boyfriends and I just want that. I want someone to hang out with all the time. Someone to cook dinner with, watch tv shows with, go to the gym with. Someone who thinks I'm beautiful. Someone that I don't have to settle for simply because I can't find a guy that I'm super attracted to who's also attracted to me. I'm just tired of waiting. But this quote from Stella always makes me feel better because it will happen for me. Sometimes it feels like it really won't but it will. He's on his way & he's getting here as fast as he can.
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