Today is a 🦕dinosaur🦖 dress kind of day with a big baggy jumper (men’s!) which is the best kind of jumper.
I’m feeling more positive today, I had such a lovely day yesterday and didn’t let Ana ruin that for me. No one was judging me for eating and it doesn’t make me a bad person to want to enjoy food again and to gain my health back.
When you’re in the grips of anorexia, or any mental illness, you can feel so alone and like you have no one, and even if you have people around you, Ana can convince you that they won’t miss you if you aren’t there. Just give it time and they’ll realise what an awful person you really are and that they’re better off without you.
This is so not true though. This is just Ana’s way of trying to isolate you more. Because if you push everybody away She will be all that’s left to fill the space they leave behind. She makes you believe that while everyone else will inevitably leave you, She will always be there.
What does she really bring to your life though? This promise of safety and how She is the only thing you can rely on are lies. What she gives you is the furthest thing from safety and you can only rely on her to literally feed off you until you’re nothing more than an empty shell. Don’t think She’ll stop there though. Because nothing will be good enough for her until She kills you.
There will be plenty of bad days, but remind yourself that there will also be plenty of good days. All you have to do is be brave. Even if you’re convinced you won’t ever be happy, it’s worth taking that risk.
What have you got to lose? 💫✨💪🏻 #dinosaurdress #runandfly #dinosaurs #girlwithtattoos #girlwithpiercings #girlwithglasses #ootd