alright so i need to say something important and it's so important i'm not even formatting it. ok so, basically, i want to say that i'm happy right now. like, really really, "i'm gonna take on the world and i'm gonna write and i'm gonna be motivated" happy and it just? makes me feel good alright? like i've spent the last month or two stressed and quiet and sort of depressed and yet here i am still standing on my summer break and i. am. happy. i have motivation to write, to edit, to watch things, to hang out with my friends, to actually do stuff this summer. i have a girlfriend and i have a family who asked me if i was doing alright, who let me know that if i was feeling down that i could talk to them and i did and my mom understood and helped. and i wanted you all to know this since i know i've been inactive af for a while now and i still haven't finished some things but that's alright because i have plans for most of my accounts. i just wanted to let everyone know i'm still alive and i want to get to know & interact with more of you guys so pls hmu!!! and i'll be redoing my themes on all of my accounts so i have just a little motivation. i hope everyone had a great year and i hope you all have a wonderful summer. also, you would not believe how long it took me to find a good edit for this. and if anyone's curious about more personal updates, hmu on @deadbydcylight !!