I probably shouldn't have wore my old as the hills pj pants in this photo but I'm still bloated and gross. I still feel sad when I see both photos, one is a closed chapter but the other is ongoing but still painful. It takes me a full moment to appreciate the changes like wow look you have a waist now and a figure. Being a work in progress is fun but it's fucking hard none the less. Trying to appreciate this ride for all that it is, is daunting. I hope this is a moment I can look back on one day and see just how far I came and the effort I put in to get to this point.