It’s days like today that really are a mind game. I was wearing workout pants and a shirt and I thought to myself “your legs and ass have not gotten any smaller” and I had to walk away from the mirror. When you lose a large amount of weight it takes awhile for your mind to catch up. For me, I only really see it when I take a picture of myself and look at it. Looking at this photo, I KNOW I’ve lost 115 lbs and it’s very obvious!! But looking in the mirror, I’m not so sure. Weird, right? Even wearing this T-shirt. I bought this shirt at a thrift store because I was in desperate need of clothes that fit. So I just headed to the men’s section and picked a shirt in the largest size. 3xl. You’d think looking at myself in it would be enough to convince my mind that yes, of course I look different. But many days it isn’t enough. I still have 60 pounds to go and I don’t know if I’ll have worked past the body dysmorphia yet, but I sure hope so.