#throwback to when I went to my first interstate footy game in 2014. I remember getting on the tram and kids snickering and saying stuff to each other about my weight. I look a lot tougher than I am and I was hurting so badly inside. I used to not mind this photo but looking at it now, it's like it isn't even me anymore.
So, we are moving out tomorrow, and it’s 85 degrees in our house because we can’t open the damn windows due to smoke hazard from wildfires. I’m sweating like crazy trying to scrub down this house with the “help” of a toddler and puppy....it’s been rough. I have so much to finish up tonight and do tomorrow before we check out of this command...I’m overwhelmed. But instead of turning to food and comfort eating, I’m taking small breaks and making sure I’m staying hydrated. So, that’s one thing good that has come out of this awful stressful day. #wls#movingday#militarylife#rnygastricbypasssurgery#rny#rnygastricbypass#wlsjourney#rnyjourney#stressedandstruggling
Got myself some stuff today. I know I have to be prepared and have my shakes/vitamins to show my surgeon when we have my two week pre op. Isopure is on my list and I can tolerate it so I got some. I also ordered my bariatric advantage vitamins. I have a food scale and mini containers being shipped from Amazon. I'm slowly getting prepared.
You know you're sick of the cold when you bought your first outfit for the warm weather that will eventually come 😅 I have never worn a crop or mesh so this could be interesting. I should probably stay away from the Iconic for a while now though.
Left: 2015 Right: 2018 And a sneaky pic of my adorable 15 week old 💖
Im still alive- just been busy being a mum and havent had much time to focus on weight loss as im now exclusively breastfeeding! We have had some very wet weather of late and havent been able to even go walking- even though we are now getting sunshine, the roads are so boggy and yucky. Id love to say my diet has been great to compensate for it but that would be a lie. I have to eat more to produce milk for Noah, and sadly i used that as an excuse to eat whatever crap- nothing i even enjoyed! I just wanted to eat shit again. Now im very lucky ive only ended up at 87.8kg (from 85.6kg) so its not too bad but i need to be accountable and look after myself better! My fiance is also keen to get some weight off and start eating better again so we are now focussing on lots of fresh fruit, veg and salads with limited meat and cutting way down on breads, sweets and sugary drinks. Id still like to lose 10kg. This is my goal after my little Noah is ready to wean off of boobie. If i can get myself to 75kg i will be stoked!