Well, I guess this is goodbye for at least a little while. Here’s why.
Before we start, this isn’t because of a whole “respecting opinions” shit. I fucked up when I did that because I misinterpreted what respecting an opinion really meant and my social awkwardness was the cause of that. That was my fault.
1. My motivation has been down for weeks. This isn’t just because of recent events, this has been a long lasting thing. I haven’t had the enjoyment of posting on this account for a while which has led to my account getting really stale and inconsistent.
2. Mentally, I’m not well. I haven’t discussed it at all or even with people at my school, but I’m not well from a mental perspective. I’m always feeling down and it’s got to the point where I can’t cope with it for that longer.
3. A lot of people are just dickheads. Whether it’s someone wrongfully branding me as a racist even though I was imitating a meme (I could’ve said something like ni🅱️🅱️a instead of the actual word and to anyone I offended I apologise), whether it’s people gaining a fragile ego as soon as they hit 1k or whether it’s people just talking shit about me repeatedly just to bring me down (to people that I’m in GCs with, it’s not because of all of the jokes you have with me). People are making accounts just to bully me among other things. When I walk into school all I get is people just tormenting me because of the account and it’s got to me so much lately. People know I’m sensitive and instead of taking advantage of me you should actually have some class about you and leave me alone or at least try and help me cope. This isn’t to every rap page because some of you are actually good friends but you know who you are. I know I can’t use it as an excuse all of the time because at the end of the day I have to learn to cope, but all of you should keep in mind the effects of autism and how it’s one of the hardest things to cope with. You would probably say “oh don’t worry I know how hard it is”, but you don’t. You don’t know how hard it is unless you actually attain the mental disability.
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