Post comp 🏁
This week I've certainly experienced it all. I've questioned everything, second guessed myself, splurged, you name it.
I asked myself, Where to from here?
Freedom feels great but is it 'freedom' that I want?
Fearing my life without strict routine, structure or will I return to old habits.. As I took the time to think over my crazy thoughts I answered my own questions.. Where to from here? Reaching my goal is a temporary finish line until I set the bar higher, which of course I now have.
I realised my choice of word 'freedom' was all wrong, I was never trapped!!!! I can confidently say I loved every minute of my prep, I love who I am, how far I've come, how mature and independent I've grown. I wake up every day loving my life, my job and myself.
Yes I have my ups and downs, I'm sometimes tired or moody, I enjoy junk food or want to be lazy. I'm only human!
But I'm also living proof that hard work, change of mindset, determination and drive can change someone's life. You have to want it. Permanently! I sure as hell do!