I have an underactive thyroid. Lately things have been getting worse. I'm exhausted. Mentally and physically. My depression is kicking me in the face while I'm down. I have no motivation for anything; work, showering, housework...to even get out of bed most days. I'm having to force myself to get up, to go to work, to even smile. I'm feeling worse every day, and I can't stop it. I know I've got through it before, and I will conquer this again, but for now there seems like there's no end to this hell in my brain.