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#breakfast was the usual thing. I'll soon have to switch it up tho which I'm terrified for but I'll do it, different food won't harm me

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The Disease of Addiction is Cunning, Baffling, and Powerful
by Shaundi Goins

I have a disease that tells me I don't have a disease. In recovery, this is why when the old timers say, "one is too many, and a thousand is never enough!" My drug of choice was MDMA aka ecstasy. It was not the 2,000th "e" pill I consumed that caused me to hit rock bottom; it was the first pill. Alcohol led to ecstasy, ecstasy led to cocaine, and cocaine led to crystal meth.
I want to educate you on depressions, anxiety, substance abuse, and addiction; and I want to tell you, it's not a flaw in character, it's a flaw in chemistry.
Here is the upside to addiction. There are 23 million people in this country getting well from addiction.
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Hey Peeps 💚
#lunch a week ago: Creamy mushroom Pasta and beat root salad 🍜 Challanging myself everyday 😱 #fearfood

Heute hatten wir ein Straßenfest in einem rustikalen Restaurant 🍴 Solche Nachbarschaftstreffen finden bei uns immer alle paar Jahre statt und sind eigentlich immer sehr nett, weil man so mal alle sieht und den neusten Gossip mitbekommt 😁 Ausserdem gab es essen 😂 Nachdem habe ich mich aber ehrlich gesagt wieder mal ziemlich schlecht gefühlt, weil es echt fettig war 😐 Momentan fühle ich mich schon so dick und alles schwabbelt an mir 😖 Oft frage ich mich, wie ich mir überhaupt erlauben kann zu essen..
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Rather plain looking tea of oven chips and a cheese and onion crisp bake 👍🏼
Been to our family friend’s son’s christening today which meant... buffet ☹️ yep that dreaded pressure of choosing your own food, trying to portion, walking up there in front of people which is even harder when you know them 😳
So yeah... it was tough today and tbh I struggled- I had crackers and some rice and had a heated conversation with mum but explained that I just couldn’t and didn’t want to cause a scene
But apart from that it was a really lovely day and ceremony and I had a good long hug with baby 👶🏼 Catching up on strictly from last week now ✨ and trying to keep warm in my fluffy robe and blanket 😂🙈
Hope everyone’s had a lovely weekend and looking forward to the week ahead 💕#edrecovery #ed #edfamily #edcommunity #edwarrior #recovery #recoverforlife #recoveryisworthit #ana #anorexia #anarecovery #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery

Lunch today was chicken with mash and gravy and a yummy salad and pumpkin pie for dessert!!! it was good! Problem it now I feel resentment towards myself and hating my body because I ate it all. I am having crazy body image issues and having this gap between residential and PHP is kinda killing me... I need to get back into therapy! This is too hard to do alone! #anorexiarecovery #anorexia #anorexic #beatanorexia #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #edwarrior #edrecovery #edfighter #recovery #recover #recoverforlife #recoverywin #recoverforhappiness #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #recoveryishard #bodypositive #bodypositivity #keepfighting #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthmatters #onebiteatatime #eatforhealth #eatforrecovery #everybitecounts #eatittobeatit #foodisfuel #nourishtoflourish

Good evening my lovelies!!✨🧡I hope you’re all well!! This is my #breakfast for today, of two weetabix🥣with almond milk🥛and blueberries(why is there not a blueberry emoji?!!☹️)
Just wanted to pop in and say that I’m really trying to get myself back on track at the moment. I have been in a viscous cycle recently, but nows the time to get myself out of it and into proper recovery again!!💪🏼I’m going to be more active than normal this coming week, just to give myself some accountability, including FDOEs!!😋
Anyway, I’ll check in with you abit later!! I hope you’re all fighting hard, stay strong my lovelies!!👊🏼✨🧡
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Ever since I stumbled across a photo of Shibuya Honey Toast on Instagram I’ve been obsessed with wanting to try it and then when I found out that we were going to Bangkok where the @afteryoudessertcafe is based I couldn’t wait. It was incredible. They basically cut the end of a loaf of bread off, empty out the dough, fill it with honey and milk, stuff the dough back in, bake it until the outside goes crispy but the inside stays fluffy and then drown it with more honey and chocolate 🤤😍 COME TO ENGLAND PLS PLS PLS 😩😍 .
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Slight disappointment! 😫So we went out for breakfast and I ordered Belgian waffles... I got pre-made toasted waffles which were so sugary they made me feel sick 🤢 for the first time in my life, sweet food has made me feel ill. This has never happened before! I need to drink water to get rid of the taste of it 😞 anyway, happy Sunday everyone ❤️ love, pip xx
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Two years ago today I was discharged from ERC Denver, my first treatment center. The picture on the left is me a week after I was discharged, and the picture on the right is me 9 months after I was discharged. No exercise, eating disorder behaviors, or anything else had taken place in between these pictures, just patience. This is my take on weight redistribution and learning to love the new body that you have.
**Disclaimer: Not everyone has to weight restore when they start recovery and that is okay. Your illness is just as valid as everyone else’s and you still deserve recovery if you don’t/haven’t needed to weight restore. However, if you have had to weight restore or are right now, this post may help you**
Weight restoration is tough. It’s tough as heck, especially with the eating disorder screaming at you. Most people can’t weight restore on their own, so they go to treatment centers for help. When they walk out of that treatment center, their body is not the same and doesn’t look the same. This most likely causes panic and the eating disorder to scream more, but understanding how and why your body is the way it is can help you cope better.
When you act on eating disorder behaviors for an extended period of time, your body loses complete trust in you. You manipulate and abuse it and it lives in fear and doesn’t know what else you’re going to do to it. This key factor plays a huge role when you’re weight restoring.
When you start weight restoring, your body still doesn’t trust you. It has no idea if this is a trick and it doesn’t know if you’re going to keep feeding it or not. However, your body is smart. It’s scared that you’re going to starve it again so it’s going to put a lot of the weight in your midsection. Your body knows that other parts of your body need the weight too, and they still gets some, but most of it goes to the midsection because that’s what keeps you alive. That’s where all your vital organs are and if you were to decide to turn your back and abandon it again, it would have some protection against the torture.
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Hallo meine Lieben 💚
#dinner today: himmlische Curry Pasta mit Ananas, Hühnchen und Kokosraspeln 🤤

Ich war heute den ganzen Tag bei meinen Eltern zu Hause, habe gechillt und was für das nächste Referat gemacht. Und Abends war ich dann mit meinem besten Freund erst lecker essen und danach im Kino, den neuen Harry Potter, bzw. Phantastische Tierwesen gucken 😁 Das hat meine Stimmung wirklich sehr gehoben, denn die ist ja sonst aktuell eher unruhiger Natur 🏞 🙈 Aber es war wirklich ein mega schöner Abend! Ich bin so froh, dass ich ihn habe 💚
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So, this happened a few hours ago 🤤

Cold weather and Beth.
A match certainly not made in heaven.
This date will never be repeated.

Don't you like the hot fires and cosy winter wear? Yes, but just like every one else...Its because they make you WARM again 🙄
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#dating #wintershere #Britishbuggerbears #anxiety #anorexia #eatingdisorder #recoverforlife #eatittobeatit #mentalhealth #mentalillness #anorexiafighter #blogger #vintage @marksandspencer jumper @homeandcolonialberkhamsted vintage coat

Started the morning off with Frosties earlier 🥣 before heading off to an opticians appointment, Christmas card shopping, Home and Bargain shopping and mum needed to pop into primark 🛍 then this afternoon we went to buy hay, sawdust, a kettle, a coffee machine and walking boots for my brother 🙈 feel like I’ve been in shops all day 😂
Went to Chester last night as well to meet my friend and watched the Christmas light switch on but god it was so so busy and felt so anxious in such a late crowd but went back to the pub after a bit which was much more chill 🎄 🌟
Back home and studying now as I need to keep my head down and focus 😣 my tutor is leaving this week and I don’t know what’s happening next and who’s taking over and ah just a little stressed 😖😂
But yep I hope everyone’s having a lovely weekend and enjoying themselves 💕#edrecovery #ed #edfamily #edwarrior #edcommunity #recovery #recoveryisworthit #recoverforlife #ana #anorexia #anorexianervosa #anarecovery #anorexiarecovery

Veggie pastry and green smoothie while shopping with sis 😎 The pastry wasn’t that good to be honest but I still ate it.

This is #breakfast today 💕 Granola with banana is so so good!
I was tagged by @shybutterfly_in_recovery to share 20 facts about myself so here we go:

1. My real name is Sini
2. I’m from Finland
3. I live in a cozy little apartment in Kallio, Helsinki.
4. I have a little sister who’s also my best friend
5. I have no pets but adore all cats
6. My fave food is sushi
7. My fave treat is Ben&Jerry’s ice cream
8. Music and singing are my passion
9. I’m very social and outgoing
10. I have long brown hair and greyish blue eyes
11. I’m 176cm tall
12. I’m a huge Marvel, Disney and Harry Potter fan!
13. I’ve had ED for 8 years now
14. I started drinking coffee at the age of 18.
15. Mustard yellow, navy blue and burgundy are my fave colours.
16. I turn 27 next sunday, 25.11.
17. I love the smell of fresh bread, rain and coffee
18. I have so many awesome friends that I love very much
19. I love reading, especially Stephen King books.
20. My favourite bands are Ghost, Marilyn Manson, Bastille and Deathstars.

Feel free to make your own list if you haven’t already! 😎

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