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MOST RECENT

Had about 4 of these macadamia chocolates! Feel awful and bloated but they were so good 😍

Snacks for today 🍊

Guten Abend meine Lieben 🧡
Wisst ihr, wovon ich niemals genug kriegen könnte? RICHTIG! EIS 🍦😍 Deshalb gibt es auch heute schon wieder welches. Wir haben uns nach dem leckeren Abendessen, bei dem ich schon Bruschetta und Pasta hatte 😱 #fearfood Beim Supermarkt einfach noch einen Packung Schokoladeneis geholt. Mit Schokosauce und - Stückchen 🍫 Also #pintparty zum #nightsnack ❤️ Der Urlaub will ja auch in vollen Zügen genossen werden!
Da ist einfach kein Platz für dich Ana 🤷🏻‍♀️ #sorrynotsorry 😂👊🏻
Und das Eis war auch einfach göttlich 😋
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Throw back to French toast I got at a restaurant with my friend!! Regretted it the whole day but I did it! Sorry that I’ve been inactive the last few days guys, I was admitted and wasn’t feeling the best but I’m back home now and determined to do well! Hope you’re all doing great x

I have always loved beading. During the beginning of my recovery, I used it as a distraction to keep me from my behaviors before encountering food or from purging after I ate. Now I'm moving towards beading for the sheer enjoyment of it, because it's stimulating to my brain and intrigues my senses. I want to see what I can do and how intricate of designs I can do if I really concentrate and am not doing this sheering due to the stress of an eating disorder. My beading is now coming from a place of joy and that feels good. I'm also slowly (big emphasis on slowly) beginning to allow myself to bead when there is 'other work to be done' around the house. I have to constantly remind myself that it is unrealistic to work and clean in my house all day and have NO fun, ever. This is big for me. Slowly but surely I'm learning. Do you enjoy hobbies? Do you do them for the enjoyment or to distract you from something? I hope that I enjoy more time engaging in something for enjoyment. I want to see where my mind can challenge and take me. Hobbies can be a great way to relax and push yourself to see what you can achieve. Enjoy!!!
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~Paisley Rose
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Guten Abend ihr Lieben 🧡
Erster Post aus #dänemark 🇩🇰 Heute waren wir zum #dinner am #nyhavn Fisch essen 🐠 Lachsteak mit Kartoffeln und Salat. Einfach aber gut gemacht und lecker 😋

Den Tag über waren wir natürlich die ganze Zeit in der Stadt unterwegs, haben schon sehr viel gesehen und sind dabei mindestens 3 mal komplett eingeregnet. ☔ Das Wetter ist hier doch recht frisch und wechselhaft 😂 Aber wir nehmen's mit Humor 😁 Ich bin jetzt total tot und liege schon im Bett, deshalb keine längeren Texte 🙈
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I made pumpkin spice donuts with my new donut maker tonight! I feel as if I’ve had a sudden realisation, what is meant to be, will be. Genuinely. You can’t force things to happen. Sometimes, stuff happens at the wrong time in your life. You might find the man of your dreams, but it’s just the wrong time. Don’t fight for it to work. If it is meant to be, 5 years down the line, it will happen. Or maybe by then you’ll have moved on. But you’ll be happy. People come and go, but you’re the only person you can trust to do the best for you. It’s time to be selfish. Fuck being perfect anymore. I’m going to be me. I’m letting go 🌸 love, pip xx
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I’m aware it’s lunchtime now, but I am baking again later so I’ll probably have a few of whatever I make 😂 Breakfast was simple. Protein oats, coconut cream and some cherry&passion fruit purée. I feel really down today, I’m doing my final pack for leaving home again. I’m re-potting all my avocado plants so I can take them with me!🥑 (I may have grown a few.. anyway. I’m still in my pyjamas, haven’t brushed my hair yet. Honestly I’m just having one of those days where I just want to crawl into bed and hug somebody... or a huge pillow for now. Baking will cheer me up later, I’m sure of that. Love, pip xx
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I had a great night out last night with all my friends before leaving again for University. Apart from cutting my leg and ending up in the night clubs medical room for two hours, i had a great time. That’s the last of my friends gone back to University now... Why am I more confused about my life than ever though.. why can’t I just be happy with myself? I’m missing a piece of me still. And nothing is going to replace it. Things are okay when I’m busy.. but the moment I stop, and think about everything that has happened, my chest starts to burn and I just crumble. This isn’t right.
Love, pip xx
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I’m home from work!!! Happy Friday! I decided to have some blueberry protein oats (with 50g of protein powder) berries, bran flakes and reduced fat coconut cream. I missed blueberry protein powder, it tastes so good! It reminds me of a few months ago though. When I had to drink protein shakes 5x a day to stop my hair falling out and get my health back. Only 5 days till I go back to university. I can’t go back to how I used to be. I have a question, if I can’t control my eating disorder, does it mean I don’t love my family? The family who have tried so hard to help me get better, and have begged me not to go back to how I was. If I can’t control it, have a let them down, will they love me less, have I failed? 😔 love, pip xx #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #ana #beatanorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #edsoldier #edwarrior #edfamily #edfighter #edrecovery #recovery #recover #recoverforlife #recoverywin #recoverforhappiness #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #bodypositive #keepfighting #staypositive #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthawareness #nourishtoflourish #anorexia #ed #bodypositive #bodytransformation #mentalhealth #eatingdisorder #eatittobeatit

Lunch today was a Thai coconut and chicken curry with white rice. I didn’t freak out when I saw olive oil droplets in the sauce! I’m so proud of myself for this. I’m having an alright day today, but honestly, I just need a hug. Is that a feeling? The last week has been so traumatic.. I just need somebody to tell me it’s okay. Love, pip xx
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Guten Morgen 💚
Gewohnte #müslitime mit je einem El Leinsamen, Chiasamen und Kokosraspeln, 6El kernige Haferflocken, 250g Naturjoghurt 1,5%, 1 Apfel, 5 Pflaumen, Zimt und gemahlene Vanille 😋

Gestern war ich wieder ziemlich busy, wie schon angekündigt. Die Therapie lief aber gut und danach war ich mit Papa noch ein bisschen Radfahren um den letzten warmen Tag zu genießen 🙂 Heute regnet es in Strömen 🙈 Ich sitze gerade schon im Zug auf dem Weg zum Flughafen ✈ meine letzte Reise für dieses Jahr steht an. 5 Tage Kopenhagen mit meiner längsten Freundin, die 600km von mit entfernt wohnt. Wir treffen uns dort 🙂 Letztes Jahr waren wir ja gemeinsam in Trier. (frühe Follower werden sich vielleicht erinnern.
Ich weiß nicht, wie oft ich mich in den nächsten Tagen melden werde, weil ich einfach die Zeit mit ihr genießen möchte und sie eh nicht so ein Handyjunkie ist 😛
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Good morning!! Happy Friday!! I hope everyone is really enjoying today because tomorrow is the weekend! I have work today, so I grabbed something little before I left. Coconut cream, bran flakes, and berries with a cup of English tea 😁Typical pip thing to eat. I spoke to my ex boyfriend last night. I really don’t know what is going on.. my heart is in a million pieces but all I know for sure is things do not feel right without him, I’m missing a bit of me. Have an amazing day everyone! Happy Friday! Love,pip xx
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🌈🌈🌈TODAY WAS AN IMPORTANT DAY IN NY RECOVERY JOURNEY 🌈🌈🌈 ——————————————————————————————————————————Today I had a ‘proper’ lunch in school for the first time in quite a while.... Today I faced my demons head on. I decided that Sooooooo done with this half hearted recovery. I decided I’m going to put my all into my recovery and push myself as far as I can. So as soon as I made that decision I decided also that there is NO TURNING BACK. I had lunch today, and not only did I have lunch but I fought the horrible thoughts that came after and handled it in a way I’m so so proud of. Instead of keeping it all to myself and attempting to make myself sick as I would usually to cope with the feelings, I talked to teachers I trusted and confided in them as to how I was feeling, and I took their words of reassurance the right way and decided that yeah, I have just done something amazing and I should be proud of myself. So I bit the bullet, realised nothing was going to harm me from eating lunch!! And I got on with the day whilst putting Ana to the back of my head 😊👋🏽🖕🏽!!!!! —————————————————————— and it wasn’t easy no, it was beyond difficult to even make the decision of eating lunch, and then to go ahead and confide in others about my thoughts as I knew that was the right thing to do! But I did it. Today I had lunch at school and I’m extremely proud of it🧡🧡🧡 because I feel this is a turning point in my recovery. I’m done with this on and off recovery bullshiy. I’m ready to dedicate myself to getting over this final hurdle and manage eating independently as i know it’s now or never 🙁 It’s not going to be easy but I can do it. So watch out anorexia, I’m taking you for every bit you have left 👊🏽👊🏽👊🏽 anorexia might need you guys. But I can promise you that you don’t need anorexia. ——————————————————————- free yourself from your eating disorder. It’s anything but easy but it’s so freeing and honestly the strongest thing you will ever do 🤩 so what are you waiting for? Loosen the grip your eating disorder has on you and live the fucking life that you deserve my lil sunflowers 🌻💛🌈🌟🌞

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