You know, it amazes me how people can be so cruel, knowingly or unknowingly. They know, they know they have the power and the position to break you, into two, straight down the middle and then maybe cut out a few pieces from either sides. And they use it, willingly or unwillingly...they use it. And they see you hurting and breaking right in front of their eyes, and they let you. They let you, always. Then when they finally know what they did, they might apologise...but we all know that's a lie. Its proved when they do it again and again, each time worse than the last one, until you feel empty, pieces of you carved out with some crooked knife. You think, you might have gotten used to it. But there are so many of them, and one of you. And looking at that, your eyes betray you. The tears fall, pooling around you, reminding you of yourself, not them. But yourself, and then disgust steps in, bringing in disappointment. It feels like its been hours, but somehow, the tears are still dripping.
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