He has some darkness inside him.
Or maybe, just maybe we also have the darkness inside us as well?
The darkness which makes him have a different identity altogether, that he starts to live a double life.
One which is a cover up, a fake so that it does not affect and let anybody encounter the second identity, the other side which he works on so hard that he forgets to live a real life with real beings, attachments and emotions. So much so that the darkness which was once inside gradually starts to come out and visible to others.
He gets so caught up with all of what's happening that he tries to hide the darkness. Try to cover it up with work, outings, trying to mix up with the world but never let even his closed ones get any clue what's happening inside him. Yet, he always has an expectation from others that they'd understand. They'll forgive and forget the why he behaves or acted the way he is or he might have in the past.
Often he hurts them without even realising, unconsciously, by the way he say things or tries way too much to act on situations, deceptively I might add just to hide that bit of darkness inside. He wants to share all these years of secret with his sister, that what is going constantly going on in his mind every second of his life. But, alas! He cannot do that as this secret is protecting a lot of other people also. He just doesn't know which poeple and why he has to protect. He just has to. Because, as his father always told him:
"Not to let the monster out, don't let the darkness out as it will only make things worse for him. Always act the opposite of you in front of them. You don't want to let others know about it too and call you monster. Do you?" Thi darkness which makes him different human altogether, different from all the others around. That it makes him feel less real emotions. As the day paas by he becomes more and more cold towards them, the world, the poeple around, his only left family his sister that he knows of. All of which is in turn hurting him back.
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