No doubt I have moments of deep emotion
anger, rage, frustration, times where I've felt I could make mountains crumble in the palms of my hands with just a touch.
I see you bruh.
After my fits of rage I seek my sanctuary to find union with breath, to lay comfortably and allow myself the time to process things with conscious thought and understanding.
To cry and admit disappointment when I " did it again" .... reacted, got caught up in the heat.
Reflection is so deep, just like this body of water I stare at.
I sit and wonder of the world that's alive and trying to survive down there, just like us up here. I can't help but to want to be a better person everyday. Why the fuck wouldn't I want to be the best version of myself?.. 10yrs ago, caring about my emotional reaction was the LAST thing I gave a shit about. I actually WANTED to emotionally react. I found satisfaction in it.
But time changed things and so did circumstances, and since change happened life happened and shit shifted and I've changed hella hard, I woke UP.
I seek love, forgiveness, understanding, unconditional love and all the above *
My journey in this lifetime is to be the best women I can be. To clear the fog of my lineage and master this vessel and mind.
I have compassion for my self , for the times I slip.
It gives me the strength to get back up and try again.
I wouldn't have it any other way.
With that said:: @dlbavzn Thank you for the lessons, the ins and the outs. You are the juiciest of nectar my soul could have tasted, a grand teacher to me. I will miss you when you're gone.
I love you now and for always💕 . .
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