Why I am I asking people to be in my life every single week. nobody is responding to requests to hang out with them or go to this vegan event or let’s do yoga or let’s be friends. everybody always saying no or just not reply.... what is going on. the harsh truth is... it’s my fault. It’s my fault that I didn’t tell my ex we weren’t on the same path... I don’t want to watch you smoke cigarettes all day and smoke weed till you can’t even think. I’d ignore my needs just so I could have someone next to me just so I can have somebody. All I think is why I can’t have somebody be my friends or my non blood family, who’s ambitious, or vegan, from here state Indiana, who likes botany, or mycology, or studying plant medicines like weed, like psychedelics for healing purposes, or into art, or into vitality, or into expression, I wasn’t getting that from the baseline gay community, because truth is, most people from mainstream gay community are just not worried about fitting all there check marks. It’s all about just coming to the big party and just talking to people and for a lot of the individuals I dated, had sex with, made simi connects. with and all these men and women turned out it doesn’t work for me. It’s just not enough, look at what I done to you I put you through another relationship just so I can have someone be kind to me, but not be real with my needs, if I was real with my needs I could’ve found someone sooner, this wouldn’t be 20 years old never had connections in my life. I am begging on behave of my ancestors to bring me hugs bring me genuine connections bring me what nature had given them. Our natural state outside with the plants, loving each other. I’m tired of these I’m going to make it somehow, somebody has got to answer my call. 🌺♥️♥️♥️ Cause im alone I need people to connect with.
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