I tend to push people away because I think they deserve better. Some people push others away because they don't want to get hurt. Others push people away because they got hurt. Sometimes I hate that I push people away, but then I let someone in and it reminds me why I push everyone away in the first place. Truth is, I get jealous easily because what's mine is mine. I'm stubborn as hell, I say sorry too much. I act like I don't give a crap because I care too much. I over analyze the smallest things and I probably come off as a bitch simply to guard myself. It’s okay to push people away sometimes. But it is rare for someone to come back to you no matter how many times you push them away. So remember, when someone does come back to you again, hold them close and never let go. Because they might just be your only anchor in this rough sea, of people who never came back. I need someone who won't give up on me no matter how hard I try to push them away.