11.23.2016 QuestLife: Ruff As. / Ruff Cut / But Winter Light. [No filter. No makeup.]
*When I'm so sad i'm returning cameras and lenses on the first clear winter light that i start taking videos with my iphone just to see. Hard to not drop your schedule and go film when you see a blue sky for the first time in weeks and you might not see it again for a while. Look at my skin! I have no make up on. At all. AND i feel really ruff as - but the light.
--- I'm amazed my skin's okay again with no makeup. I thought I'd need makeup for life after the last 23 days. I've been through hard things and I've eaten cooked food and junk food prety much non stop - neither of which my system can handle. At all. PlUS I've been in pure physical pain every single day. Intense.
But, I'm doing alright.
This video encourages me bcs it tells me however much i fell off my clean eating regime these last 3 weeks, i haven't gone too far. And if i can just stay focused, I'll make it to the other side of this detox, physically, emotionally and in my psyche. i'll be alright.
Time to work. to get still. to get focused. More tea. And time to assemble Episode 2. I have the script, the storyboard, the shotlist and all the material. If i get focused I can see it by tonite. ---
For that, i know the Master Cleanse will help me. So after i finish the chocolate sitting on my desk rn (lol! 😭) and after bedroom yoga practice tonite - I'ma start the Master Cleanse again. I need to do something about dancing again too. But that can wait till next week.
I've learned that when you're on a Quest you go one day at a time.
One breath at a time. That's all you can do. But actually, that's all you have to do. And ultimately that's how you go deeper.
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