As this prep slowly comes to an end (last leg day was today before the show🤯) I cant help but feel an overwhelming amount of emotions..
For about 99.9% of this prep I have managed to feel literally nothing except the passion I have for this sport, for pushing myself to the absolute limit, and then further; past all my breaking points; Every day even on the days when things got hard; seemingly impossible and I felt like saying ah fuck it it’s not my time, I’ll just wait til it’s easier, or a better more optimal time in my life. I pushed, I finished the day and left everything I had out there; I have had an impressive level of focus and commitment; this prep has been chaotic to say the least, my days have been long..AS FUCK; I started a new job; traveled to another state for a few weeks, lived out of a hotel while job training, worked two jobs, just moved into a new house, and so so so much more, and I stayed focused, consistent..and determined to bring my absolute best. And at the end of the day I can say with absolute honesty I gave this my full 150% and whatever the outcome is of this show, I already beat any version of myself that I’ve ever been; I am so much stronger. For that I feel so grateful... FYI: I haven’t been on a national stage since 2014; I am so excited to see what I can do at North Americans.
I read a quote earlier this week and it resonated with me; it was this; “There’s always a delay between planting and harvesting”...#peakweek #fullofwater #3gallonsdown #7days #push #thefinalcountdown #bodybuilding #figure #npc #progoals #npcfigure #alligot #love #lift #grind #finishstrong #motivate #inspire #herewego