這一陣子艱辛的日子，真叫人深思。「冥冥中自有安排」不容質疑。明明這個學生不該是我帶的。本應給同事A的，她辭職了。後欲轉給同事B，她蜜月了。輾轉來到我這裡。可能是要給我磨練自己的機會，無法想像其他人帶他會怎麼樣。反正現在的我偶然會覺得 - 拿把刀捅死我還乾脆點兒。還是說，我沒本事辭職沒本事蜜月是為自己造了孽麼⋯⋯
Once in a while, we get to take students. I must confess I am not a good supervisor as I’ve been a lazy therapist myself. And therefore, when I do take students, I try my best to create the most conducive environment possible for them. What I yearn most, is that they feel inspired, and find pride in our profession and in turn they pass this zest on to their clients and colleagues. But when you get a rare case where the student challenges ur limits on a daily basis, it is not so straightforward. And I hv one now. Out of curiosity, I dug out the old mails. So it seems, my colleagues dodged this bullet when One quit and the other went on her honeymoon. Eventually I’m landed with this kid. I hate it that this kid doesn’t have professional pride - that’s big deal!
I also hate it that it brought out the worst in me each time I lose it. I shouldn’t lose my shit - for it’s just a kid we r dealing with here. I wonder if it’s some warped arrangement by Destiny that I get to better myself thru this ordeal now. Perhaps. And it also means, I need to try harder. 3
more weeks. Ain’t that bad after all, only 14 more days to go minus weekends and a PH.
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